Blurg

[sean]

Back to work tomorrow, and I'm not looking forward to it.

I love doing what I do, no doubt about it. Theres nothing like feeling like you earned your pay that day, you know? But its just, I wished that by now I was going to do what I wanted to, making the money I wanted to make from home and being able to be free and do what I want.

That hasn't happened.

Worse yet, I think I fell into a depression or a slump or something, cause none of the games I'm playing are doing anything for me. I'm not able to envelope myself into them like I used to, and I just end up only playing for about 20-30 minuets before I stop, when it used to be well over an hour that I could play before even wanting to think about maybe stopping for a bathroom break.

Gah, I hate having to worry about so many goddamned things.

Maybe this next week will turn things around for me, maybe I'll just be able to do what I want and magically have everything fall into place this week.

Maybe.

But who really knows? Certainly not me.

I feel like playing warhammer, but I don't have most of my stuff, blah. Not even enough for a regulation army. Feh.

Oh well.

Lets see how this week goes, maybe by a stroke of luck I'll get a few things I asked for.

Hope with me here.

-Sean


:ICON: Terran Marine - "How do I get out of this Chicken Shit outfit?"

Comments

[feedontragedy]

Things will get better, my <3. I worry enough for the both of us. Please, don't give up.